I had one part left before I could take the driving exam- A security course on road... It means more or less to drive a whole day on crappy norwegian roads :P In my mind I was SURE it was the 27th... But for some reason I woke up yesterday way too early and checked my mail.. And guess who had mixed up the dates? Me ofc, it was yesterday - the 26th... NOT today, the 27th:P So It basicly meant that I had 4 minutes to be someplace 20 minutes away! I did ofc not make there in time, but smiling sweet when I arrived probably helped :P I'm glad they waited, if they hadn't- No driving exam on me ;)

Yesterday evening my inet thing broke down, or well the connection at the place I live at broke down- Lucky me eh? There's always SOMETHING... ALWAYS! (This also means that at home- I don't have cellphone connection either. It was kinda horrible, felt almost like being parted from the world- And specially hard because of one special person :)

How I've spend the time? Doing everything I should have done the last weeks:P Cleaning, tidying, reading, redecorating. All in all, it wasn't thaaat bad- Tho... I'm not hoping for it to happen again:p

One whoole day without the laptop, how will I manage that! ... :P I'm the first to admit it- I have been spending waay too much time lately, in front of the computer.. I seriously don't want to even start thinking about the hours spend the last week- So I think this day will be good for me :)

So I have the stupid driver exam in two weeks... And was out driving for almost two hours today and guess how it went? H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E! I should just give up and lay down and die or something:P Bah. It's never been this bad tho, I couldn't really concentrate- My mind was in a different place :)  But. As soon as I came home it was okay again, all bad thoughts about the silly driving lesson earlier the day was gone thanks to someone special^^

Been a long day, and tonight it's time for some wine, beach and bonfire! And depending on how cold it is, maybe some fun in the water. Tho, I have to admit I'm a bit of a wuss when it comes to that :p

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell
Blue skys from pain
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
And hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish
How I wish you were here
We're just two lost souls
Swimmin' in a fish bowl
Year after year
Running over the same old ground
What have we found?
The same old fears
And I wish that you were here

Oh, how I wish you were here
How I wish
How I wish you were here
Running over the same old ground
What have we found?
The same old fears
And I wish that you were here
"Thank you. I wish they were here."

Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you, and you may call me V.

There is no way I'm having a hangover. No. I don't get hangovers :(

Fuck my life!!! Yday, not only my phone went missing- But my bankcard as well! GREAT. Argh!!

Answer = A lot. It started with an almost accident on the way to the city to meet Jen, and luckily I ended up with only bruises and scratches and continue with suddenly realizing the uups. My phone was not in my purse... Go me! Ah. Well, It was good to meet Jen, have some dinner&coffee and ofc- Talk. A lot! All problems seems smaller after a chat with Jen :) Even after a crappy day as today :P Heh.

Oh well, at least waking up today made me smile =)(And no, not only because it's friday;) )

^^

Sometimes I wonder what I would do without ice cream, lol! I'm such a girl when it comes to that.


No doubt what I practically lived on after the break up => To put it this way- I won't be having ice cream in a while!

Pics taken by a friend of mine :)

One of my favorite songs :)

I love sleeping a bit too much! And the combination of not having a working alarm clock (Hello glass of water, hello alarm clock. Not a good combination either! Duuuunno why...:P) and that I don't wake up from the alarm of my cell phone makes it quite dangerous to go to sleep, lol. I'm such an airhead, I always forget to buy a new alarm clock- Always. But! Thanks too a good friend who now has it as mission to wake me up at mornings when he is awake, I'm actually getting to work at right time too lol. I have to admit that I'm lucky, usually alone at work the first hours so getting in 10 minutes late never matters :)

For years, as long as I can remember I've always had to use at least chaps when horseback riding... Why? I end up with ugly bruises on my legs, and I know it but still... Never learn 'eh? :p

People have asked me why I'm in such a good mood today - Duh. Shopping! New curtains, pretty things for my house, and a pair of shoes (And Ivy needed a new leash too ofc!)  I really really try not to be too materialistic, because there are so many other things that has to be valued more in life then things- But come on.. I'm female after all :( Shopping makes me happy :P I'm getting better tho! 

Wow! My blog has really not been something I've even thought about the last months. At all! So maybe time for a quick update?

First. I passed the theory test for the driver license!! The final exam is only a few weeks away, finally :) I'm reaally happy with it, and was sure I would fail it, but with some support from great friends, I believed I could do it and decided to drop by and just take it- And it worked =)

There's been a lot of stuff going on the last weeks. I'm now working more or less full time at the farm- And I do love it there :) Ivy comes with me whenever I want, great place, great job with horses and as assistant for the children who goes to school at the farm.

It's spring! Finally. God as I love the time of the year- no more snow, no more cold long nights!

Some photos from the farm :)

It's a beautiful place :)

A few weeks ago me and Mali  had a roadtrip to Bergen, dogshow ofc... It was funny driving over the mountains, with summer tires:P Didn't dare to call my dad and actually ask if we had winter tires or not.. Maybe for the best! It was a great trip, and we came home with every win we wanted :)

And me and Jen has had our first bbq as well! I learned that no Lill, you do not need to use a half bottle of lighter fluid... It will only end up with a lawn fire:p But we had a great time :)

OH! And more news. A new family member :) This is Silisium- Daily called Sili :) She's a long coated little devil with sharp claws :P Ivy adores her, and so do I.

So! I think that was pretty much it^^ Oh. I'm single again! Came kinda sudden on me, but more I think about it, more I don't really mind at all =) I have some great friends who has helped me, took me away for the weekend to a dogshow.. Therapy for me :p   and I'm forever thankful for having them!  

Besides. It's spring, new times awaits me^^ 

Some random pics of Ivy, just because she is who she is.. The greatest :)

Just... Breath.