So I've kinda had to make dinner from time to time (Quite often actually) and as a surprise I'm not that bad actually. Kinda figured that the trick was to stay in the kitchen all the time, and not rush it :P Took me a few years to figure it out, but hey.. Better late then never? Not heard the guys complain here yet! 
Okay. So It's kinda back. My blog.. Notice the "kinda" part, heh.. A lot has happen recently and to start on the begining- I'm not on the island anymore! No more school for me, for this year atleast. I'm back on the "correct" side of Norway, and do not feel that bad about it either. Ofc I miss some of the people, but it was never right. And I have Ivy back, and that says it all:) The reason for leaving was a bit more dramaticly, then just "okay I'm done bye" But now it's okay. So I'll leave it to that.
Being back here has made me think a lot, about the future and what I need to get straight now. But well, I'm back atleast. And ready for what 2010 has to bring :)
Etter å ha hatt en såå slitsom og tung dag så klarte jeg å sovne etter middag.. Så forferdlig smart! Men jeg har vel egentlig visst om det en stund, at det kom til å gå sånn hvis jeg ikke klarte å snu det og legge meg tidligere.. Jeg har hatt endel samtaler idag som jeg forøvrig hadde virkelig klart meg uten, og jeg hater at jeg må analysere ting fra alle sider og vinkler! I tillegg så må jeg finne ut av endel ting og har mindre enn en mnd på å finne ut av det... Kan ikke noen bare gi meg en tidsmaskin så jeg kan hoppe rett over alt det her? Sukk!
(Og for å gjøre ting bedre så er det så mye drama på skolen om dagen.. Er det mulig? )
Since class started this morning I've been in class for 20 minutes top... Yey for efficient day! 
:p
So I manage to start today with being late.. But I'm here right :D That is what counts? Tonight I'm really going to bed early (or atleast earlier! The last week I've been going to bed way to late - Or well, early in the morning... ) But I had a really good "night" sleep atleast, and feel ready for what ever these day brings!
Tea time in the house :) It's so cozy to sit here and talk ^^ Thanks, u are all the best :)
(And omg.. I'm drinking- TEA.. Strawberry tea actually.)
Okay så ble det to norske innlegg etter hverandre men det må overleves. Jeg skrev at jeg ble 21 i forrige innlegg, om 15 dager. For å være mer korrekt, mens jeg skriver det så er det faktisk 15 dager og 32 minutter. Jeg har egentlig ikke tenkt noe over bursdagen min i år, i det hele tatt... Tiden har gått så utrolig fort her i det siste at jeg ble litt sånn idag "wow. Slutten av november. Har jeg skippa noen uker?" Fordi det føles faktisk sånn.
21. Da har jeg passert 20. Gjorde ingen ting å fylle 20 (Som jeg husker, hadde jeg panikk da og tro? Hm.)Men 21 er verre. Jeg begynner å.. Bli gammel. Okay da, kanskje ikke gammel, men eldre. Ush.Kan noen fryse tiden? 21 høres skummelt ut!
Sjokolade er min svakhet:/ Jeg fikk kinderkalender i posten idag (TAKK snilleste! Og forøvrig man er ALDRI for gammelt til slikt! Bare så det er sagt... Selv om man fyller 21 iløpet av.. *sjekke* 15 dager.)
(Og nei, jeg trenger ikke flere til å nevne at jeg må vente til den første! )
My laptop is back :D Finally! I can not say how happy I am, heh :D My other computer are probably going to be glad to get a break :P ('till next time this happens ^^ )
It's strange how things change so fast. In one moment, one decision and everything is changed.
I feel a lot better today then I did yesterday and right now I'm glad I'm here. Things have change and it's not the easiest for me, waking up as one thing and going to be as another:P Probably doesn't make sense for anyone, but meh. My blog and all of that :)
I seriously need to start getting more sleep, heh... 2-3 hours every night is certanly not enough, and when I woke up this morning I felt like killing myself! No one ells to blame then myself, tho it is easy staying up quite late with good company^^
No doing anything ells then rehearsing today, time goes quickly! We aren't everyone at the same time so get nice breaks during the day (So I can for example write in my blog.. :P )
So. My life isn't really exciting atm :P We have premiere on my bday 9 dec, and working hard towards it. Should probably start paiting the stage soon too! That will be.. Fun :P Those of you who have been around me during my "projects" knows how bad I suck on those kind of things, and how quickly I give up, heh. Pictures to come!
Yeah, I'm jumping back and forth. But mostly because I can't decide if I should do this in Norwegian, or English... But dunno probably both:)
I was about to write that things were going okay here. But it's not.. It hasn't been for a while, but things seem to be going better. Why is it with life that when u don't want anything, it gives u something- When u are looking for it, it never appears - When u have something, another comes around? That is more or less what I feel I have in my life right now. Probably what would describe it best way.
"my only problem with you is that you're so obsessed with doing the right thing, that you some times don't do the -smart- thing"
I have no idea if the things I am doing is the right choice, in general. The decisions I'm making... But someone special told me the other day that the right choice was not always the smart one. Doing things correct is not always what is the best.
Okay, I should be making my room ready for inspection instead I'm trying to write a crappy blog! Back to what I should be doing...
Så blir denne bloggen en blanding av norsk og engelsk fra nå av, sånn er det bare!
Så er vi tilbake fra london, kjære klassen og storkjøkken&kreativ gjenbruk linjen. De første dagene så elsket jeg London. Jeg trengte å komme meg vekk herfra, vekk fra øya, skolen, stillheten! London var akkurat det jeg trengte der og da. Jeg trengte rushen, menneskene, lydene, travelheten- Alt. Og alle butikkene! Gosh. Virkelig det jeg trengte etter månedene her, å ro til joker er liksom høydepunktet.
Etter en uke så var det midlertidig nok... Da lengtet jeg hjem, til fjellene, luften og.. Stillheten. Å kunne gå opp på hovdanakken og tenke, å kunne puste inn frisk luft som ikke er forurenset, å kunne ha vinduet oppe om natten og høre regnet.
Tilbake på skolen er vi nå FÅ elever! Afrika og Latin Amerika har reist, så vi er vel rundt 23-24 elever eller noe så er stille her, og savner elevene som har reist! Jeg og Ida satt kvelden før Latin-Amerika dro og lagde små lapper til Anne, så håper hun likte det når hun savner noen!
Nå er det mindre enn fire uker til premiere. Det er sykt og tenke på, men på samme tid veldig deilig å bli ferdig- MEN det er utrolig gøy! Jeg gleder meg til premieren, som er på bursdagen min faktisk.
Ellers så er jeg overasket:/ Er det ikke alltid slikt at når man minst forvernter og vil ha det i livet så skjer ting? Jeg er forvirret over meg selv til og med, og tviler på om ting jeg gjør er rett.
Vel, et livstegn ihvertfall:) Tenker det blir bedre når jeg får tilbake den lille pc'en min!
So it had to happen. It's me after all... My poor sweet minilaptop refuses to work, so I have to send it in, and it really sucks since I was planning on taking it with me to London (One week before we leave for London! :D ) but now, I'm not even sure when I'm going to get it back. This really really sucks:( I think I have really bad karma or something. I have at least my other laptop, if that one dies from me as well I have no idea what I would do :P Cry? Heh.
Well, I'm doing okay- My ribs hurt but I was in for an xray again yesterday and seems to be healing alright, not perfectly but okay. They gave me something stronger for the pain, so now I can actually sleep a whole night! I can't wait for this to be over, I really hate not being able to go for a hike when I want, go to class, do something. I'm starting to hate this- And still weeks to go, but as soon as the pain is less I should be okay.
Well, as I said earlier just one week left before we are in london :) Going to be fun, I can't wait! I have several reason to look forward to this trip, and one of them is 9 days away :)